23rd December, 2012

We travelled up to Auckland today and as usual looked to see if there were a host of angels at Ramarama - and yes there were - pink ray angels. And they were very much needed today - we past 3 accidents in a 20 minute stretch, thankfully we could see no one was hurt in any of them.  Thank you angels.

All of you who read this diary, will know of 12/12 and 21/12. There was so much written about it and I have purposely stayed away from the topic. The Ascended Masters never gave us any indication for or against any of the wide range of ideas put forth. All we knew is that there would be a rise in vibration.

After the event, Waireti (who has dimensional sight) says the colours she see's have more light - she means planetary colours - not people colours. In general, so far the vibrations of humanity haven't risen. But she continues to watch. The Masters themselves went about their normal activities with the portal, there was no change. No influx of angels, or Masters. No change in the portal energy itself.  Business as usual.

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We were amused by Jesus this week. In the 7 Master healings, each Master in the 7 steps forwards to let me know they will be present as part of the team - teams change for each person - recently I'd get to the 7th Master and there would be a blank space. I'd have to ask Waireti who was present - Jesus. At the 3rd time, I said "don't tell me, its Jesus". To which he said to Waireti,"Its supposed to be Verna that's been lost and now found - not me!"

We are taking a week off, starting back January 1st. 

My kindle and its unread books beckon, plus there is a very nice shaded spot under the apple trees that will be cool just perfect for reading.

We wish you all a very safe and joy filled and love filled holiday season. 

Happy birthday Jesus.

18th December, 2012

Today is meditation day here at the portal. The Master in the Ascension temple for mediation is Chananda. He Ascended in India a long time ago. As I sat in meditation today he sat, giving me blessings in Hindi. He is a very powerful Master. Get to know this little known Master. 

Note this is the only meditation between the 12th December and the 21st of December with the Masters - so note this Master is the one who stepped forward for this time.

Many of you will have heard of the Sacred Heart within you and may even meditate within this sacred space. Chananda will meet you there in meditation if you so choose. Or if you are advanced in your ascension and have found the way to you Holy Heart, the truly sacred space, beyond the sacred heart, then he will meet you there also.

There is a rise in vibration coming on a planetary level on the 21st. This rise in consciousness will get progressively stronger over 3 days from the 21st. I seriously suggest a 24 hour healing from the Masters before then, as part of your personal preparations for this time. Many have chosen to have a 7 Master healing as part of their preparation. You will know what is right for you. 

11th December, 2012

More on twin flames. Many of us through our lives have felt that empty space inside that can only be filled by a twin flame.

God created us with the purpose that we would move away from the point of creation, to learn and grow and evolve into our divinity, returning to our point of origin as perfected Beings. At this initial point of creation each single consciousness (Monad) contains the seeds of the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine, Alpha and Omega, Yin and Yang, opposite poles of the one reality. At the initial descent into third dimensional reality these two aspects of the one were divided and the Twin Flames were created. One the Alpha flame the other the Omega flame. Both Flames incarnate to lead separated lives, always aware, on some level, of a loss of an aspect of themselves.

For those of you who seek this union, you will know on a conscious level you are always seeking. We suggest you try the torus technique to link with your twin flame. Instead of connecting to your Ascended Master try connecting with your twin. For many this will bring great comfort and connection.

As you know, we have been exploring the topic of angels, fallen angles and those in body who have fallen. Waireti, for those of you who don't know, has total dimensional sight. So she sees all that is with you and of you. Together we are trying to clarify much of the mystery that surrounds the Ascended Masters and also increase our knowledge and share it with all of you. 

Waireti has noted some fallen angles here in body have no wings. Most of us in body who are fallen angles (Waireti and myself included) have one wing, our twin flame having the opposite wing and so making, the twins when together, one set of angel wings. 

So we looked at those fallen angels with no wings and pondered. Why did they loose both wings? Does this mean their twin has 2 wings? Does this mean their twin flame didn't fall with them?

I remember reading something from Elizabeth Prophet who said Mother Mary and Archangel Raphael were twin flames. This didn't fit into my knowledge base and so I discarded it as being wrong. Archangels and Ascended Masters as twin flames was too much of a stretch for me. But with some prompting, I asked Waireti if Mother Mary had been a fallen angel - she looked and yes she was. So my next question was, did she have one wing or had both wings been removed? Both had been removed.

I now make room in my awareness that perhaps Mother Mary and Archangel Raphael are twin flames. So why, when most twin flame angels fall together, do some angels choose to fall alone. And we aren't just talking Mother Mary, there are other fallen angels out there with no wings. I find this incredibly sad, as these people will never have a physical life with their twin flame. An angel has to fall to have a physical life. 

The investigations continue. It would be so nice if the Masters would talk on this topic, but no. When the time is right they will fill in the blank spaces but until then they like us to look, ponder and join some of the dots ourselves. Perhaps what we learn this way becomes more real. Waireti's dimensional sight is surely a gift to us all. 

The Masters have just added, Mother Mary is not the only one amongst them who was once of angelic origin. Haha - another carrot to follow.

7th December, 2012

We had crazy storms here yesterday as healing through art mini workshop occurred for grief and anger. Waireti said the rain was for grief and the thunder for anger. Personally, I think the God's say Verna is having a workshop lets make it rain - those who have attended before know what I'm talking about! I'm tempted to test the theory by having a painting workshop in the desert! ... Just kidding.

The rain and the humidity was just what the veggy garden ordered for a growth spurt.

I'm making up the Ascended Master Meditation lists for next year. Every Tuesday one of the Masters sits in meditation for 24 hours in the portals Ascension Temple and invites anyone in the world to connect with them for meditation. It is a powerful meditation.

I have the Masters list of who has stepped forward for 2013, but they are all about easy, so if any of you have favourites you want to revisit, just let me know and we'll look at including them in the early part of the year. 

Healing day this Wednesday was presided over by Mother Mary - a Master of great compassion and unconditional love.

Ascended Master, Thomas Merton was sitting in the portal the other day - we think it was Sunday, with a lady who is still in body. It looks as if she will be ascending in this life. She was tall, with a peaches and cream complexion, long dark hair pulled into a braid down her back. We have been given her 5 rays of incarnation so we will recognise her by her colours if she were to contact us or visit the portal. 

1st December, 2012

The 21 day count down begins. So many theories, so much uncertainty, and then so much sure belief. We watch and wait. 

If any of you are having trouble buying through the store because all you get is Argentina coming up as the only country available, then wait a bit and try again. If still having trouble can you let me know please. I only know its happening if you tell me.

Sorry, the Jesus crystal portal I listed yesterday is sold.

30th November, 2012

Ascended Master Jesus has made a portal into a lemon quartz crystal. Via this portal the Master is as close as he can possibly be to you without creating a body. Through this crystal portal the Master is here for you and with you, holding you close in his heart. He is here to teach you, heal you and support you, for he knows you, sees you and loves you better than you can know, see or love yourself.

This is a truly beautiful and powerful connection with the Master. It's like being within their physical aura, held firmly and with love. I sit daily with one of the Masters portal crystals ( we have 88 of them here at the portal for visitors to use), and daily I am in awe of the power of the experience.

We continue to be protected in amazing ways here at the portal. As the Light increases around the world so does the efforts of the dark side to divert us from our path. The Masters have given us a multi-dimensional wolf which now prowls the perimeter of the portal property and we have further protection all the way around the property. White Tara has also given us energy pacman. They eat negative energy left by people while visiting the portal. When entering the portal people pass through the energy gate. The gate grabs all entities and any dross that won't serve them while they are within the portal. But often while here, more dross comes up for release, emotional issues are presented for release also. And when the person leaves this energy stays here within the portal, so White Tara has created energy pacmen that eat negative energy within the portal. They float around for the most part, but last night we had an attempted dimensional entry and it was great to see all the resources provided by the Masters go to work on our behalf. Our focus can now stay on our work with the Masters. Perfect!

I keep getting asked if we are doing anything for 12.12.12. No, we aren't. The Masters haven't mentioned anything. 21.12.12 as well, has no input from them as yet. 

29th November, 2012

You might remember I wrote on August 5th about an angel in the portal with one wing receiving healing, and how the Masters said these angels choose to fall, falling in twin flame pairs. And so the investigation on the part of Waireti and myself continues after prompting from someone having received a chakra reading. 

We have been looking at a few twin flames, and those who are twin flame fallen angels we have noted that one has a wing on the left side and the other a wing on the right. Together making a single set of wings. Another tool we now have to look for in twin flames, to ensure we get it right. 

Healing day is once more complete, Mary Magdalene, Mother Mary, Kuan Yin, Vesta and Ma'at were present with their healing teams for the healing sessions. 

22nd November, 2012

My philosophy is, life is meant to be easy - if life is hard something is wrong. The Masters point out to me quite gently, not everyone wants to take the comfortable path, many choose the hard path for their life's lessons, and over time I have come to respect the life and personal choices each person makes. The rescuer in me has taken a back seat. It is part of many of us, to want to point out to someone the error of their ways, when in reality their way is just perfect for them. We must respect the life and soul choices of those around us. 

And the same occurs on the ascension path. There are many, many paths to ascension - each one valid. We just need to look at the variety of Ascended Masters to get an idea of the pathways. Some choose to fly to their ascension, others to crawl, others to detour to side paths - all are valid and perfect.

21st November, 2012

The Ascended Masters are here for one reason and one reason only - to help us in our ascension process. They might heal, they might teach, but all of their actions are towards assisting in the goal of each persons individual ascension - either in this life time or in another.

Ascension in its smallest form is - the raising of our vibration and so the raising of our consciousness. 

So where does the higher-self come in this process. At the time of ascension, if staying in body, we join permanently with our higher-selves. The higher and lower self co-exist together. While still in body an adept or un-ascended master will still have their personality, they will still have the physical body desires, like chocolate (phew), they will still get tired - but into this lower body mix they will have permanent union with their higher selves. 

The Masters likened the higher self and ascension to wearing a hat permanently. Until the ascension, the hat (higher-self) floats above the head and you can touch it with your hand, but you can't stay too long because your arm gets tired, and sometimes you forget its there. You can try bringing the hat closer by pulling it down but it bounces back up.
So as you ascend, you get closer and closer to the hat, until such time as it is firmly on the head and just won't budge. A pretty simple analogy - but then who said ascension was hard to understand.

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Some of you have wondered how to cope with the greater energies coming at you at this time, both from the Ascended Masters and the universal and cosmic energies. Jesus gave me this easy technique many years ago. When energy is too big we can often try and put up barriers to deflect it, instead he suggests you see every cell in your body, (knowing your cells also have etheric, emotional, mental and spiritual body counterparts) and see them moving apart so the energy flows through the gaps in the cells. I do this, mainly to prevent the influx of energy making me feel as if the plug has been pulled.

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The Ascended Masters portal here in New Zealand is for the Masters to work in - it is a vast multi-dimensional portal, and here they can work in the 3rd dimension with humanity without manifesting a body. We are happy for those of you who are serious about ascension and know you have a higher soul purpose to perform, to come and sit in meditation with the Masters in this closer and clearer environment. The portal is totally protected from outside energies. Of course you can connect with the masters away from the portal and this we totally support. Here at the portal the Masters are closer to you and you are closer to them - a lot of the barriers have been removed. If you feel you are called to visit, just email me and we can set up a day and time. Though we do limit the first visits to an hour as the energies can be intense.

Today is healing day and Melchizedek is leading the healing session, along with many 1st ray Masters, they are lined up in order of their shade of blue from dark to light. 

Next Tuesday is another world wide meditation day here at the portal - Maitreya is stepping forward. That will be an interesting meditation day. If you want to join in, see the home page for technique links. 

16th November, 2012

Healing day this week was with Hilarion, Ganesh, Ptah and the 5th ray Masters, though the main part of the portal was every colour other than green. 

I had a lovely email from a lady in Australia, accompanied by a photo, showing me what she and her meditation group have done with the Ascended Masters portal prints. As you can see the group created a mini and portable portal for their meditations. I'm also told they practise sitting in the centre and sending the love and higher energies out to the world. Just beautiful. Also, a person sitting in the centre would receive a very nice healing. 
The Masters cards and prints are there for you to use, the same effect can be achieved by putting the Masters pictures up in your healing room or bedroom. 

The Masters are definitely present and working, just because the portal prints are present. They must be where their portals are, by the very nature of the portal print they created. 

Have some fun with the portal prints and portal cards.

13th November, 2012

Sorry the Ganesh crystal portal was snapped up by a beautiful healer. Great healing days ahead. 

Meditation day today - and the Cosmic Master stepping forward is Zeus. Just from mythology - not so. He is a wonderful healer and works on all those past life issues we hold in a cellular memory. He is like a young grandfather, wise and caring with enough energy to be fun. Spend sometime in meditation with him - he is here in the portal all day tuesday (NZ time) sitting in meditation. I've meditated twice with him already and its only 10am. Too nice to miss. Find the technique on the home page.

9th November, 2012

An update on what's new.

We have 2 new crystal portals - the Cosmic Master Ganesh has made a healing portal for a healer. Master Ganesh is stepping forward as one of the major healing Masters. He is a Cosmic Master, so know his power is great, yet he is gentle and so filled with love for humanity. His crystal portal is a beautiful lemon quartz - my photo doesn't do it justice at all. Click here to read more.

And Archangel Michael has made a portal for someone who already works with him - time to take the work to the next level - "Time to fly" he says. He will give strength, purpose and focus to assist in this person's work. Click here to know more.

And on a healing level I introduce to you AmayahGrace. AmayahGrace has worked with us here at the portal since we began. Waireti and I both acknowledge her as a highly evolved

soul and a wonderful healer. The Masters gave AmayahGrace a unique healing technique several years ago she calls "Forgive and Release." Over time this technique has been honed and practised till we now feel it is time for her to share this practise via the Ascended Masters website with the blessings and support of the Masters. 

"Forgive and Release" is a profound process intended to free you from the core, cause and effect of deep-seated beliefs and patterns of behaviour that no longer serve your highest good. 

This healing is a phone or Skype session. AmayahGrace will work with her Ascended Master healing team and yours. Her main healing Masters are Hilarion, Dom Ignacio and Kuan Yin - though Jesus and Ganesh are letting me know they can be present from time to time. 

To order your session with AmayahGrace click here.

8th November, 2012

Healing day sees the return of the 2nd ray Masters for this healing session - Lord Lanto, Jesus, Lao Tze and Kuthumi. 

Feedback week - here is another one - this is about the Ascended Master protection grid and an Ascended Master crystal portal all arriving together ... "I wanted to let you know the portal pendant arrived yesterday, and it's amazing.  Just wearing it for the day that I have I feel more like myself than I have in over 10 years, and with the protection grid around me I feel completely safe and free in a way I haven't felt in a very long time.  The protection grid feels like a calm, warm hug that's always around me, and the Mary Magdalene portal pendant feels like I have my best friend constantly with me, helping me truly be myself and feel comfortable with who I am.  I have never experienced anything quite like this, and I wanted to thank you for helping to make this possible for me." ....Hawaii

Those of you who know Mary Magdalene know this is so true. We call her Mags here at the portal, a term of affection, just because she is like one of the girls and a best friend. She shares the best friend quality with Jesus. They are just likeable (and loveable). Many try to put the Masters on a pedestal, but in reality they are walking beside us, holding our hand, never judging and always loving. So you can see, a Mary Magdalene crystal portal, worn close, will always be a comfort and a blessing. 

4th November, 2012

Here is some feedback I received recently on the 24 hours Ascended Master healings,

wow!!! A healing with Serapis Bey is not for the faint hearted yet I believe it very necessary when on the ascension path. Its like being purged!!! Anyway, I will live. I am just glad I am home this week so I can relax after. Thanks Again for offering this service... it was amazing didn't sleep much but it felt like he was working with the core ...powerful diamond white energy...you know I am still buzzing so he must have done some activations as well...amazing just amazing thanks again... Canada

The 24 hours healings give the Masters a chance to work on the layers of an issue. 

3rd November, 2012

Healing on Wednesday here at the Ascended Masters portal was presided over by the Lady Masters - White Tara, Lady Nada, Mother Mary, Kuan Yin and Mother Mary. A loving healing day.

The protection grids from the Masters are bringing much relief to Light Workers - here is some feed back "I feel amazing since the energy grid has been put in place, a great weight has been removed, I feel energised, uplifted and want to sing.  It is like everything is back in focus and anything is possible. I am  so very grateful!  This is a huge and precious opportunity so have a major obstacle removed."

A note from Jesus - "Stay off the astral, it is a playground for the ego".

29th October, 2012

Sorry for the late posting - last week's healing day had Serapis Bey stepping forward as the lead healer.

Through the week we have had Osiris here at the portal. He is working with more and more advanced souls.

This week has been seriously 3D - intersped with gems from the Masters...

"Knowing the story doesn't make you the Storyteller". Know when to be silent, for in your silence, others can step into their power.

"Be inclusive not exclusive". Many lightworkers work alone, many lightworkers feel their way is the only way, many lightworkers have no room in their ideology for new ideas - be open to all, be inclusive. A united group will get greater results than a single practitioner. 

"Respect." Respect puts many issues into perspective and creates balance. 

I practice a lovely little "Love" technique from the Masters. From my sacred heart to the Sacred heart of another, I send  unconditional love and I wait for their love to return to me. With my kids the response is instant, but with those I'm having less than harmonious relations it can take a while to elicit a response, but I keep on sending the love. When the love is returned you know balance is being created between you. Great for any ongoing strife in the workplace or home.

Another topic of conversation this week has been Ascended Master protection grids.These unique grids are created by Archangel Michael, Amen Bey and Ptah in the Ascended Masters portal for lightworkers. They are especially necessary for those lightworkers who have missions. Many missions never reach fruition because of the negative dimensional forces at play. It can be as subtle as misdirection or as destructive as a loss of time. Waireti would lose hours in a day and find herself in places she had no memory of arriving, or of what occurred in that time and with her energy levels drained. Attack isn't just bolts of negative energy coming at you. In a group it can be the sowing of discord. The negative dimensional  forces can be subtle. With my protection grid in place, I no longer have to direct time and energy into protection. That is time and energy I now redirect to my work with the Masters. I feel more relaxed too,as some aspect of me was always on alert. Click here to read more.

22nd October, 2012

The article I promised on your Earth Star is here for you to read - click here.

18th October, 2012

And so we continue.. another healing day - a yellow ray day. Jesus stood at the door of the healing temple, accepting each person as I presented them and passed them over to the healing teams within.

The teaching at 3.33 am each morning continues. The one I am writing up as an article is on the Earth Star. Waireti, in the chakra reading reports on each persons Earth Star, so we are getting to see and know the many types and colours. We have seen, blue, green, yellow, silver to name a few colours. Most earth stars are a triangle shape of one colour, though some can be 2 colours. Some are round and some have been rectangular. What these mean we have no idea!

But part of the teaching I received from the Masters and Papatuanuku (Mother Earth) was the Earth Star is created by the Mother Earth. We have one Earth Star from our first life right through to our ascension. When we die the earth star goes into stasis and drops further into the body of the Mother Earth and when we are reborn it awakens and is with the returning soul to death once more. The Mother Earth knows each one of us as we are of her body and part of her body.  I'll post when the article is in the blog section.

12th October, 2012

For those of you who are new to this diary, the Masters have given me a 2nd crown chakra, this is for them to utilise. Sometimes the collective consciousness of the Masters come through and writes. So I can't say it is a single Master unless they identify themselves, but I know this is one of those times as my head threatens to explode.

Many of you are spiritual teachers, helping and guiding the emerging souls into their ascension. This is a beautiful service many of you perform.  Don't mistake lack of knowledge for a souls place on the ascension ladder, or feel your plethora of knowledge sets you above others, for knowledge is not of the heart. A supposed newbie, may not consciously know all that a teacher knows, when in reality they are just touching base with one of their many teachers as they awaken to their full divine potential. So if you are one of these teachers, please don't feel hurt as they move on, but give thanks that you could serve these beautiful beings of light as they race towards their true selves. Your turn will come. And those of you who are racing from teacher to teacher, give thanks to each of them for the service they perform for you, and don't think less of them for the path they choose. There are many ways to ascension - love and respect all. Ascension is not a competition. 

I see this scenario time and time again. We too are collective, just as the Masters are. We too are here to help all. The Masters ever walk backwards, holding there hand out to those who come after them. We can only live by their example.

Which is a nice lead into the new 24 healing the Masters have proposed. It is the next level of healing up from the free sessions, in that a single Ascended Master will spend 24 hours healing a single person.

Here is the list of Masters you can choose from or ask them to choose who will step forward for you.

Amaryllis - Amaterasu - Amen Bey - Cha Ara - Dom Ignacio - El Morya - Freya - Ganesh - Gautama Buddha - Hathor - Hilarion - Hine-nui-te-po - Horus - Isis - Jesus - St John, the Baptist - Kuthumi - Kuan Yin - Lady Nada - Lakshmi Lao Tze - Lord Lanto - Lord Ling (Moses) - Ma'at - Maha Chohan - Mary Magdalene - Mother Mary - Melchizedek - Omri-tas - Osiris - Pallas Athena - Paul, the Venetian - Portia - Ptah - Ra-mun - St Germain - Sanat Kumara - Serapis Bey - Thomas Merton - Vesta - White Tara 

Click here to order your healing.

11th October,2012

The Masters tell me daily of things they want written up and I forget! 

4th rays - the lesson of harmony through conflict - from Serpais Bey - let go of the drama. Many of you are addicted to the feeling that comes with conflict - so much so when you aren't in conflict you have to go out and create it just to get the drama fix. Stop. Look at the pattern. The lesson is harmony - both internal and external - what can you do in the process that brings harmony into the situation, not just for you but for others.

Fear - so many of you live in fear of the dark side, and for many your belief in the dark side is greater than your belief in the light. Live in the Light and the dark will bother you not. Live in fear of the dark and that is what you will attract.

Countries we post to - we have now added many more countries to our check out in store due to requests for this. Hopefully your country is included. If not and you want to buy from us, we would love to hear from you.

Crystals - new ones are ready - just waiting on the photos - a lemon quartz crystal portal of Ganesh, another lemon quartz portal of Jesus and a quartz love portal of Archangel Michael.

Healing day - yesterday it was a 3rd ray day - unconditional love, along with St John the Baptist bringing balance. 

New healing - the Masters have stepped forward to do more healing. They have proposed they heal one on one. You can choose a Master, or I can choose one for you. You will be placed with the Master and their portal for 24 hours. My role is limited to making the connections and maintaining them. I won't be giving feedback as I do in the major 7 Master healings.   I will notify you of the start time - so you are aware of the 24 hour process. 

Examples of the Masters stepping forward are Hilarion,  Kuan Yin, Jesus, St Germain, Dom Ignacio, Lord Ling (Moses) and then the cosmic Masters Ganesh, Lakshmi, Vesta, Shiva, and many more. Click here to order you healing.

Teachings - El Morya wakes me most nights in the early morning to give me a personal teaching. I have a crystal portal of him, and this allows us to connect on a deeper level. We have been exploring the sacred place beyond the sacred heart - its holy centre and the holy place within each chakra point. And from there the sacred channels in the head are opening. Drunvalo Melchizedek mentions them, as does the adept. Drunvalo says there are 8 channels - but to me these are actually 4 rods of power. From side to side above the ears, crown to throat chakra, bridge of nose to back of head and then a 4th from the medulla (top of the spine in the head, also known as the mouth of God and the link to comsic consciousness) to the forehead about the hairline. It appear to me that these rods never actually touch each other. Another step forward on the ascension journey. 

3rd October, 2012

We've had a look at some of our oils and have decided to reduce the number of Deva oils we sell, as several of them are incorporated in the Ascended Master oils. So for the first time we are having a end of line Sale on 6 of the Deva oils - Love, Faith, Remembrance, Purpose, Trust and Serenity. 

Mother Mary is back for today's healing day. Love in all her aspects. We all need love and we all have love to give. Enjoy!

28th September, 2012

Hilarion was leading the healing on Wednesday. He floated past the window announcing his arrival for the healing. Who knew he had a sense of wimsy! 

We had a group of ladies visit the portal yesterday. You may or may not know we have a forcefield across our gate which collects all energies that are not needed when someone enters the portal grounds - dross, feelings, entities etc. While the person is here they ascend a little.When the person leaves the gate returns what they need and keeps what no longer serves their higher good. Yesterdays group were here for longer than the usual hour and I took them through a meditation using the torus technique to connect with an Ascended Master - they held a crystal portal of the Master. When they left, so much was left behind in the gate it took hours for it to be processed and cleared by the gate. Which is just perfect - its great to know being here and meditating with the crystal portal helped them so much. Thank you Masters for the gift of the Gate!

My ascension process continues. The topic of surrender has come up again! God's will not my will! We all have had many lives as monks, nuns, priests, acolytes of any religion or belief system, and in that stepping forward into that life choice we surrendered. We surrendered our home for that of the convent or temple, we gave up our possessions, our family our friends for a new life of service and devotion. And in doing that we were fed, clothed and protected. It was a safe life for the most part though history sometimes had other ideas. And now, those on the path of ascension are asked to surrender - God's will over our free will. And there is the dilemma for in that surrender there is not the usual support framework - we are not fed, we are not clothed - we still have bills to pay. We have families who depend on us and yet ascension eventually is leaving behind all we know and love in favour of God's will over our will. For that is the final question "Are you willing?" and it will be asked again and again. For ascension is leaving Papatuanuku (the earth) and all she holds. "Are you willing?" Can you let go? That question is all about standing on the cliff edge and stepping off in surrender.

Let go. 

19th September, 2012

Another healing day. This is one of my favourite days in the week, as I get to work with the masters for 24 hours straight and witness their beautiful work and be in their beautiful energy when its in work mode. Today in the healing temple of the portal, St John the Baptist stood to receive those I presented for healing. As I connect with each person via their heart chakra and presented them to the Master, he took a minute to honour each person. And then he led them into the temple where they were received by more blue ray Masters and their healing teams.

St John the Baptist has a huge group of people he walks with as teacher, in fact he has the largest number of chelas amongst all the Masters. He walks with many of the young ones returning today.

Over the last week I have been sitting with the 6th ray goddesses receiving teachings about their chelas as part of the 5 ray readings.  Waireti sees the 5 rays of each person, but then it is my job to write it up and talk about the rays and their aspects, so I'm slowly receiving teachings from the Masters on the various rays. The 6th ray is the most diverse as it has 3 distinct colours - gold, ruby and purple. With Masters like Pallas Athena and Lady Nada with chelas on each aspect of the ray. 

Each time I sit with them I see a little more or they explain something else. Like this time Isis explained the torque she wears around her neck is a symbol of her lineage and is also part of the current office she holds within the lineage group. She herself personifies the goddess. She also showed me gold armlets around her wrist about 4" long. In the centre are hieroglyphics. 

Lady for the first time had this beautiful scent around her. Her hair is dark, but there is so much light around her, the top of her hair looks blonde. Hathor presented herself in a very regal form, I felt a little intimidated, and then started to laugh. She is all faces of the mother.

Hathor said those who have her as teacher have a soul purpose around "Self". They are to bring all aspects of the lower self into harmony, so they can eventually embody all aspects of the higher goddess within their heart.

17th September, 2012 

We had a very beautiful Sunday here at the Ascended Masters portal. One of the great Buddhas sat in the portal. He is so vast we felt like our heads would explode with the continuous energy. We meditated in short bursts through the day not connecting to him but at his feet. We were aware he was here to work with humanity. It was a blessing. Just as an aside this was not Gautama Buddha, the Buddha common associated with Buddhism bur one of the great Ones. 

We also had a busy Saturday, with the help of friends we built 10 raised gardens for the portal garden. So we will be growing much more beautiful food. Waireti see's the vibration of the food grown here and the food bought in supermarkets and ours is full of light. We like to give those who visit some of our high vibration food to take away with them. 

Some of you know, some of my chakras are perfected, one of them being my heart chakra. My heart chakra radiates its light at 100% and its vibrancy (light within it) is 100%. It is also Mother Mary soul colour pink, not the usual green. Many people have a pink heart chakra. One of my techniques, which anyone can do, is to just sit in the sacred heart space, be in Love and send love to the world. This is often my meditation. Also, I send this love to my guides and the team around me, I always feel the love returned. Try sending it to the Masters, the returning wave can be like a tsunami. When you open your heart to the guides and Masters around you the closer they can come and the more effective they can be.

Tomorrow (Tuesday 18th) the Master meditating in the portal is Amaterasu, Japanese goddess of the sun.

12th September, 2012

Its healing day again. Lao Tze is receiving all who have stepped forward for healing. The theme of todays healing is Joy. So many need more joy in their lives. Lao Tze is the happiest of Masters, he is always laughing and giggling. He is very much like the Dalai Lama. And yet when I present the babies to him, he takes them in his arms with such love and compassion. It is another beautiful healing day.

If you want to be on the healing list just email me a photo of yourself. And if you are thinking of healing for someone else - ask them for their permission first. It is the act of stepping forward which helps facilitate the healing.

11th September, 2012

The Elohim Peace is in the portal for meditation day today. This is a vast and gentle Being who is filling the portal with the most beautiful gentle energy, and yet the power resides there as well. The Elohim rarely come this close to humanity, take the opportunity today to meditate with this beautiful Being.

7th September, 2012

We are having lots of fun here at the portal at the moment.

Tuesday saw the portal colours as beautiful lavender overlaid with gold. The energy was stunning as Amen Bey led the meditation for 24 hours. On Wednesday Mother Mary was the lead healer, and welcomed each person into the healing temple as I presented them. Very beautiful.

And then on Thursday we answered the call to Auckland. Waireti knew a crystal was calling - and it was a big one and it was going to be expensive. We knew the Masters needed it for the portal.

When we arrived at the crystal warehouse, Waireti was propelled upstairs by some outside force and presented to a huge Cathedral quartz. If I say it weighs 30 kilos you get an idea. We were told it is an ancient ancient quartz, which has been used in previous times before Lemuria. We certainly got the sense of ancient and that the crystal held something the Masters would unlock. 

Wit it securely belted into the back seat we drove the couple of hours home with our crown chakras nearly lifting off. As we left Auckland their was a host of white angels in the west.

Once home, we managed to get it inside. I cleared it with 8 drops of Violet Flame oil - giving it the cleanse it very much needed. (8 drops because of its size and depth of clearing). Then as the Masters came around the crystal and started to work on it. I woke in the night aware of this beautiful clear energy, and also aware it was being woven into the fabric of the portal, and as Waireti and I are of the portal, we were included in the weaving. By morning the crystal was toning or rather crystal singing.

With aching backs we carried it into the portal heart, and placed it exactly where indicated. The host of white angels were present - the lady Masters in an inner circle, the male Masters in an out circle and then above a Being we did not know. He looked human but he was not of this dimension. He was calling the crystal into awakening once more.

So now we wait and watch. 

31st August, 2012

These 2 testimonials came in today - It is so lovely to hear these accounts. I know the Ascended Masters portal cards and prints are a blessing for humanity - but its so nice to hear that others feel the same. 

I've been sleeping with Jesus' portal card on my heart, and have had some very powerful healing.  Not sure how the card doesn't get bent and battered in the night, but it's always good as new in the morning!  :) 

A friend came to stay, and told me she never gets a good night's sleep because of irritable legs, and aches and pains all over.  She looked exhausted.  I gave her three of my portal cards that she felt especially drawn to, and explained what they were for.   I heard from her the other day - apparently she places the cards on her chakras every night and sends her love to the Masters.  She says it's like a miracle - her legs are peaceful, she feels calm and relaxed in bed at night, and is sleeping soundly for the first time in ages. 

Healing, love and support flow through these cards 24/7. Place one on a chakra point to have the Masters energy flow directly into you. Click here to see them all.

28th August, 2012

I've had an interesting morning and from that a teaching came from Ra-mun, an ancient 7th ray Master.

We have all had those moments in time when we are verbally abused. And for the most part the response is either ignore and walk away or stand there and give it back. Today was a walk away moment. I wondered what the lesson was as this rarely happens to me.

Ra-mun is in his wisdom showed me to stay in love, have no thoughts around the attacker, and to stay in my own Being for there the power lies. Respect all living Beings - know they have their own path - be not a part of the drama they create around them - and move on, sending love to all, respecting all.

Respect. 

The Deva of Respect is Blue. Which makes sense to me - the blue ray is the first ray of God's Will and Power - Gods Will instead of our own personal will and power.

Verbal attack from any source, does not hold respect, but rather demonstrates the desire of personal will and power over another. 

Respect all - Love all.  

Respect must make a quieter, gentler, more accepting world, in which ego takes a back seat.

27th August, 2012

Waireti, lives here at the Ascended Masters portal, in New Zealand.  Since birth she has had the unique gift of dimensional sight. She has graciously agreed to share some of her knowledge gathered from her unique view of the worlds she walks in. Her first sharing is of Master Jesus – the Master she knows, not the Master the Christian world knows. This piece is a collaboration between Waireti and Verna Maruata.

So what is Jesus like?

Jesus is like your very best friend times 100.

He is the Master, the Teacher who walks with me, holding my hand – it’s hard to put into words. 

He was there when I took my first breath; I didn’t know he wasn’t real till I was about 2, just as I didn’t know Holly my Great Grand Mother, who passed over before I was born wasn’t real either. Jesus is always there, always with me... as he is with millions of people. 

Most have no idea of how close the Masters are.

Jesus is has been made into a character the world expects him to be, he is not what they make him out to be...  the person who died on a cross for our sins, the  Son of God... not true, it’s all a fabrication ... It’s something he has been made into. He didn’t know his life and death would be so enduring, he didn’t know what would happen. He was just living his life, he just was. He lived his life doing what he did. Just like anyone of us today, we have no idea the impact of us being who we are, will have on future generations.

I feel people reject him as a Master and teacher without knowing him - those that have been raised Christian, and then those that haven’t and then by those who are Jews – total rejection as a Master and teacher. They are rejecting a persona, not the true Jesus. 

He doesn't expect people to give their life for him.  He doesn’t judge. He is a gentle man. A kind man.

I got kicked out of Sunday school at the age of 4 for being disruptive - for disagreeing with the Sunday school teacher, she said Judas Iscariot was bad – he wasn’t, he was set up. But that is what is being taught, a lot of what is taught is wrong. How did you know what was being taught was wrong?  From Jesus mostly and also, from my inner knowing.

I see Jesus at bus stops a lot, sitting there, laying his hands on people. An unexpected place but there he is.

I see him with old people – in a caring way - healing. He is The Healer, definitely. I see him in hospitals with the sick. 

I often see him in gardens too. He likes roses. 

I’ve seen Jesus do some crazy things - like stop time - so people didn’t get hurt and I’ve seen him perform miracles – like giving a boy his hearing back. The Shepherd is a more accurate description of him, the nurturer, taking care of his flock.

So what does he look like?   5’10” – sandals – he always wears sandals – clothes? He wears anything, normally a white robe, but he can wear jeans and a T-shirt, a yellow track suit. He has melting, dark brown eyes. 

Why doesn’t the world, figure it out, historically he can’t be white, he must have brown skin – that just shows the fabrication around him. The blonde version just isn’t how it is.  He has dark hair; he never has a beard, perhaps a couple of day’s growth or clean shaven.  His cheeks are hollow.

Is there something Jesus wants to say here?
The message is Love.

He teaches through singing, he loves to sing. He’ll sing any song. We sing together. The messages from the Masters aren’t from the voice. It isn’t what they say; it’s in what’s around them, like a song on the radio. This morning Jesus was singing “You can’t be a beacon if your Light don’t shine”... He has a sense of humour. There is a lot of Joy in him.  

23rd August 2012

The flutter of angel wings heralded the beginning of healing day - a host of 4th ray white angels appeared to support Serapis Bey, Amen Bey and the other 4th ray Ascended Masters who stepped forward for this weeks healing. It was a much needed healing day. 24 hours have passed and they are just completing giving 15-20 minutes of healing to all the people on the list. There is something magical about angels. Have you ever felt the inside of the seed pod of a swan plant - Waireti says thats what she feels an angels wing must feel like - so soft. They stood in the portal wingtip to wingtip, hundreds of them - I can feel the softness all around. 

The 4th ray represents harmony through conflict. Much of which is the conflict which wars within ourselves.

I have a lot to write about and its all there in my head jostling for position to get out. First, Waireti, who lives here at the Ascended Masters portal has given into my pleading for her to share some of what she see's, knows and experiences via her wonderful dimensional sight. Her first sharing was about the Master Jesus. He was the first person she saw when she was born, and continues to see him everyday of her life, he is the Master of her heart. She has related to me the Jesus she knows, a very different Being to the one most Christians know, so that is coming, once I make sense of my handwriting.

In the January 24th diary entry, after a teaching from El Morya, I spoke about the soul pool of the Earth and how we are bound in this soul pool, always being reborn and drawn back into life here till we ascend. Until our ascension we are of Papatuanuku - the Mother Earth. And I realised this had been demonstrated to us and I was witness to this at the adepts ascension. I wrote on August the 1st - The ceremony in the south was an initiation into the brotherhood of light. His connections to the Mother Earth were released. He ascended into the Father/Alpha. Nothing like an actual demonstration to make a concept real, for I saw Papatuanuku herself sever the connection below his feet, and in that act he ascended into the Father/Alpha. And for him to remain here in body the connection to the earth had to be recreated, but this time from the Father and a connection on the Earth not of the Earth.

Slowly the puzzle is put together.

16th August, 2012

Healing day yesterday was a goddess day - White Tara, Pallas Athena, Isis, Hathor, Ma'at, Lady Nada, Kuan Yin, Mary Magdalene to name a few. They are all aspects of the goddess and so were healing issues around personal power and inner strength. And clearing issues around self love and honouring of the goddess in ourselves and others.

Many are ordering the chakra readings. We have so much fun doing these - for us this means a chance to see what patterns are emerging and learn about the chakras in today's times of ascension.

Some of our findings around changes from the mainstream beliefs are  - many have a turquoise blue throat chakra - not the normal mid blue which is traditionally the colour of the chakra. Many have their solar plexus on top of the core star, instead of the solar plexus being above the belly button and the core star being below the breast bone, they are for many meeting somewhere in the middle. We feel this may be due to a greater connection for many to their dimensional lives.

 We also have found if one chakra is out of alignment, then another chakra is also out of alignment. We feel the chakras react to this mis-alignment and create a pseudo balance. We have also realised the Earth Star comes in all different shapes and colours from person to person - as does the core star and the soul seat. 

We are having lots of fun with the chakra readings. Of course now we have introduced the radiance and vibrancy (how much light in the chakras) percentages, this has added a whole new dimension to each persons knowledge of their chakras and indicates clearly areas that need work on.

14th August, 2012

Meditation day today in the portal and the Cosmic Master Shang Ti is presiding. Wow. These are major Beings of Light, the power that emanates from him is like a strong wind. We all have different experiences with the Masters, for me today it was a bit of an ordeal.

I stepped into the Ascension temple to meditate with him (as you can, front page for technique) and I felt like I was laid bare. All in my chakras was there for him to see, my body still holds memory of past lives and these were revealed. I felt the physical pain of the cellular memory. And yet I knew just by being in his energy field I was safe. A bit like being in front of a stern father who wants you to be the best you can. I only lasted 5 minutes. I'll try again later. I put Violet Flame oil on my chakras and the sore parts of my body.

Some times with release, there is pain. Don't feel that all release just because it is hastened by the Masters will be effortless for us. We have to take some responsibility for the dross and karma in our chakras and the stored memory in our cells. So I give thanks, I was shown the areas in my body that still retain dross and I will work on them. Ascension is all about clearing the dross from the cells and chakras. 

Which brings me to beliefs. We all have our own beliefs. Some of them are still bound in superstition and old thinking patterns which hold us back and place limitations on our ascension. For example, here is a pretend scenario, a healer puts a Lady Nada print up on his healing wall, and while healing the print falls off. He took it to mean he wasn't to work with Lady Nada any more. The client thought she was meant to work with Lady Nada, and an observer just thought he hadn't put enough bluetac adhesive on the print. We all see the world and how it unfolds through our own belief systems.

So I can see some of you, if you receive pain in a session - meditation or healing, like I did with Sang Ti this morning - might think it is wrong and through fear reject the Master. That's okay, because that's your belief. It is all part of the learning. We all get there in the end. Just like the healer would have stopped working with Lady Nada and worked with someone else, the client would have started working with Lady Nada and the observer would have picked the print up and put it back on the wall.

9th August, 2012

Yesterdays healing in the Ascended Masters was a 1st ray day. El Morya, Melchizedek, St John the Baptist, Thomas Merton and Osiris, all 1st ray Masters presided. All these Masters have blue auras, we see them clearly, placing them firmly on the blue ray. The portal was filled with those receiving healing. The Masters were focusing blue arrows of energy to each person being healed. El Morya told me the focused energy was to break up constricted energy flow and to target specific areas in the chakras that were long overdue for release and clearing.

Today Mother Mary stands in the portal connecting with all those she walks with and who she is heart connected with. Standing in the portal brings her closer to them in this dimension. Her message of love is radiating out and also calling them into her. Mother Theresa is a good example of someone who had Mother Mary as their teacher. If she is your teacher open your heart to her.

7th August, 2012

Gautama Buddha is leading the world meditation today in the portal. Go to the home page for the technique if you want to join with him, he will meditate personally with you today.

I was asked a question yesterday, the Masters came in through my second crown chakra, making my aura glow gold. Regardless of the question, the message was - be kind to yourself. We can be so harsh on ourselves, place unreal expectations on ourselves. Remember we are spiritual beings - but we are in a physical body that is bound and limited by hormones, health, genetics, and all other factors of the human body. In being kind to our selves we are beginning to love ourselves, in the truth and knowledge of our being.

5th August, 2012

We have an angel in the portal with one wing - the right sided wing. Dom Ignacio is giving him/her healing. When the Masters show us what they are doing, there is always something to take note of. I asked if this was a fallen angel and am told there are angels who choose to give up a wing, to descend into the cycle of rebirth, not for themselves, but to teach angels who don't descend what "life" is like. For the most part angels don't experience the pain and suffering of our world, they don't know what it is like. These one winged angels are teacher to the angels. Angels descend in twin flame pairs, - one with left wing, one with the right, so together they become one.

This angel is here for healing in the portal on a physical body level. I am told this descended angel is about to be reborn in Wales, in the United Kingdom.  

4th August, 2012

Sorry for the delay in telling you who the healing Masters were this week. The 2 main healers were Dom Ignacio (physical body healing) and Hilarion (general healing) - it is lovely to see the swirling of greens and pinks together through the portal. Full moon saw the return of the Cosmic Being Alpha (the personification of divine father) his presence was a blessing on all.

I'm always looking for ways to describe the Ascended Masters portal. This was given to me by Papatuanuku (Mother Earth). Portals or vortex's around the planet are of her birthing, or her creation - whereas the Ascended Masters portal is of the Father, it has come down to earth, and with her blessing is joined with her in this one sacred spot. Perfect. 

In further explanation, a Mahatma, is an adept or- Master  one who has achieved the 5th initiation.

With the ascension of the new adept last weekend, Waireti got to see what perfected chakras look like - and now her knowledge has increased. So with the knowledge of what a perfected chakra looks like, Waireti is adding to the chakra readings - Radiance (how far the light of the chakra radiates out)- we will draw the extent of the radiance of each chakra and - Vibrance (the amount of light in the chakra) - this is marked on a scale of 0 to 10. The opposite being, what is not Light is the dross and karma still to be cleared from your chakras. These 2 new factors will be a great indicator of where you are on your ascension path, and along with the entire chakra reading give you an idea of the areas that need attention. Here is the link to the chakra reading.

1st August, 2012

These are the times of ascension - so many of us on the spiritual path work on ourselves endlessly, clearing dross and karma, in our attempts to end our cycles of rebirth and ascend. Ascension isn't for the few - it is for the many. We have come to a time and place, in which this is made possible. The Ascended Masters have in