Hilarion, Mother Mary and El Morya were the healers this week. Waireti presented those on the free healing list to the Masters this week for healing. She came back from the portal talking of how beautiful Mother Marys energy was, she said it felt like a washing in love. Two weeks ago we had El Morya, Mother Mary and Cha Ara - again a 1st, 3rd and 5th ray  grouping. Focus, love and healing are again the approach. Washed with love by Mother Mary, focused and directed to where it needs to go by El Morya and the finishing healing application by Hilarion. A pretty good team.

I'm sitting here with Lady Nada, White Tara and Maha Chohan portal cards in the throat, heart and solar plexus positions. I'm not too sure if they are in the right order, or the right place, but I trust they will work it out. It's been a tough 6 weeks and while I feel I have coped well, though I can feel my energy is pulled in very tight. This isn't good. So I took the top three Masters off the top of the Ascended Masters portal cards healing pack and put them close to my skin under my clothes. A sure way of them not moving too much. I can feel their energy flowing into me and through me, Lady Nada's energy is pouring out through my back. I've just added Kuan Yin to the back of my neck and I'm sitting on St John the Baptist for balance. Lady Nada has been a favourite for a long time and then suddenly for no reason I started to feel an aversion towards her. A sure sign she was the one to help me through something I didn't want to face. So here I am a walking card rack, energy flowing into me from five different Masters. I can feel my own energy slowly easing and becoming less tight. I can feel the release also on a muscular level. There is also pain emerging in my arm, a sign that something is releasing from the cellular memory of the arm. Better gone that sitting in the cells.

I had an encounter with several negative people over the last few days. One particular man denigrated my mother, my children and me. His entire conversation was negative. But he did it with a smile on his face. LOL. I didn't respond, or give him anything to work on. After he had gone I still didn't feel anything. Today I wondered why I didn't stand in my power and give him both barrels for talking about my family that way. The Masters said, "Because to engage is to play into his story. By being apart and not engaging you were in your power. He created much karma in 10 minutes and you created no karma at all. It is mastery of self when the actions of others no longer affect you." It still didn't stop my mind questioning my own behaviour. Onwards we go, mastery of the mind is not easy.

So now I am turning that around to ensure that I have no negative actions and words that can affect others. Do you feel bad when you say or do something that hurts another? I work hard to ensure my words, thoughts and actions all come from the heart.